LustingforNightmares

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2012-12-19 18:11:52 (UTC)

Intensely Suicidal, but What's New?

6:11 PM

"Monster" by Meg Myers


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Where can I go? Alone, I am tormented by my own self. What's worse? It makes me feel worse that I feel bad that know one has tried to call me, or text me, or anything, really. I feel quite lonely already, and its only Wednesday. It's not supposed to be this way.

I can't be around them, anyhow, so why the fuck am I complaining??? Whenever I'm around them, I have the strongest urge to run away.

I don't say things, either.

It's so much worse.

I can really understand what its like to want to kill yourself. I know I've felt something similarly desperate before, which is when I downed the pills, but I always forget how intense it is in the moment.


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