the broken girl

bruised and scarred
2012-12-16 19:42:15 (UTC)

feeling like shit again!

why the hell so i feel this way?? i put on a smile and everyone thinks im doing wonderful but no im not deep down im screaming for a peaceful place to go somewhere i can get lost in my own world without hearing my grandma screaming and yelling. my friend send me a msg on tumblr it says "You’re awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!" that actual made me smile. i have a bunch of work & i cant do shit I NEED HELP!!!! i have no one to talk i dont wanna tell my friends cuz i never good at having a trust worthy friend expect for scarlet i have talk to her in weeks </3 i hate that feeling when were drifting apart cuz i wanna keep her forever <3 i have been sitting here for 3 hours and i didnt do any hw cuz everytime i try doing i cant focus. my eyes are fucken red frm crying and yet no one notice when im gone then they will..... i need my dad more than anything in this world i need him to tell me everything will be ok dont worry. i dont wanna cut again but it makes me feel better :( i loose focus on everything soon ppl might notice me at skool. maybe they will and maybe they wont i feel so depressed i need a shoulder to cry on ugh i have to go wash my hair & striaghten it so deveena will CUT my bangs. no one knows what im goint through.... my wekend have been shitty later cant promise i wont cut again cuz i only make promises i keep..... i jus want evetything to be normal but its hard byeee


love Raveena

still crying ...




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