ideadangel23

Fallen from Grace
2012-12-10 04:02:28 (UTC)

All I want for Xmas...

I was just sitting here thinking. I miss being naive like a child come Christmas. I know its impossible. I have 4 things I want for the holidays… The thing is you would expect them to be something. I bet a lot of people who know me would say I want xbox games. They would be wrong. I mean they would be nice but way off. The thing I want most is not even a material thing… I just want a job. Steady work would be ok with me. I just want a means of independence. The other 3 things are very simple…

The other three things I want are pretty simple. I would like to get an MP3 player so I do not constantly use my phone’s battery. At least 4 GB. Number 2 is a Bruno Mars cd called: Doo-Wops & Hooligans. The third I would like to have enough money in my bank to print up business cards. I just think it would be more convenient to bring in clients. Maybe someday I will have money for the cards but for now I am more worried about probation getting paid off. I am hoping I will talk Jim into taking me back at his tax office. I am not really afraid of much. Somedays I feel like reaching out for what I want even if it means same as going to war. Weather I have allies or the odds are beyond stacked in others favor I will not quit. Its just this not having a job poisoning my dreams. I am damn near 30 and I feel so far from where I wanted to be in life. Some day feels like its never going to be here.




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