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Dr. Matthews' Notes
2012-12-07 20:30:52 (UTC)

Day 1

Day one on this journey. It is has been rough getting to this point but this experience will defnitely be one to change the thinking for everyone. I know it matters and I know it is important. The main goal for the day is to find out their fears. What are they afraid of, thinking about, cautious about. I think this will be very helpful in understanding their mindspace.

Sampson & Jada will be the first two children I interview.

Notes:

(Sampson, what do you think about at night?)I THINK ABOUT LOTS OF THINGS. MOSTLY UNWINDING.

(What about unwinding makes you afriad?) ITS NOT FEAR, ITS NOT KNOWING. YOU KNOW THAT THERE IS NOTHING LEFT OF YOUR LIFE, BUT YET YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. THAT'S WHAT IS REALLY SCARY.

(How do you deal with knowing about your unwinding?) I JUST DON'T THINK ABOUT IT. ITS BAD ENOUGH KNOWING, THERE IS NO NEED TO DWELL ON IT. THAT DOESNT HELP ANYONE. I HAVE SEEN PEOPLE GO CRAZY LIKE THAT. I DON'T NEED TO DO THAT.

(Do you blame anyone for your unwinding?) MYSELF, I BLAME MYSELF.

I DONT REALLY WANT TO TALK ANYMORE.

**Jada did not show up today**




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