LustingforNightmares

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2012-11-30 19:38:40 (UTC)

Sexuality

7:38 PM

"Bird and The Worm" by The Used

I am only thirteen so I can honestly say I don't know my sexuality yet.

I really think women are beautiful, graceful creatures which is why I reblog and draw them a lot. I;m good at sketching and I love seeing their grace on paper.

But at the same time, I love men. I also think that they're incredibly gorgeous. I love both. I think I've been sexually attracted to both, but I am talking about emotionally attracted.

In third grade, I crushed on a boy named Justin for about one and a half years. He hated me. I pretended I hated him.

I haven't crushed on anyone since. Maybe I just haven't had enough contact with them. Except for I really love Logan Lerman. He's so... beautiful. I've used that word too much, lol. But girls are great! I've never really had a crush on a girl either.

There was this thing that me and my then best friend used to do when I was little... But I don't like to talk about it. I was a fucked up child, lol. Now I keep my personal affairs TO MYSELF.

Haha.

But anyway, idk if I'm bisexual or a lesbian or straight or not attracted to anyone at all. That last one would be my last straw and I would just kill myself.

I don't care if I'm lesbian or bisexual. I think I'm straight, but who knows. All these head conversations (this is the first I've written down) end with "Would I date a girl?... Depends"

Because really, it does depend. For me, as cliche this sounds, it doesn't matter if you have a vagina or a penis.

I really only like people's personalities. I never see people as what they look like. I usually see their outer appearance and their personality combined. Usually, the personality part makes them more beautiful.

So, yeah. I don't think I give a fuck. I don't like calling myself pansexual, though. I just think that if you want to date someone not caring about their gender, shouldn't you not label it?

For me, it just doesn't matter. All you have to do is make me fall in love with you. I don't think anyone will ever want to do that, though.

How Long I Expect To Live: 25-30 yrs old


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