HOPE

Lucky_Me
2012-11-28 08:25:56 (UTC)

If your name was Hector

I love him in a friend way, but I can't help thinking we'd be good together. Broken as we are, lonely, and trying to make each other look on the bright side of things if he were more my type I'd totally go for that again. I do realize I am thinking this way because I know I's safe with him. We are just friends and I know that he won't leave. The best thing to do is never ruin that friendship. I know it could never be ruined though because we would never see each other like that. I'm always wishing him the best, but we always end up the same. We care too much, but we don't let people see how hurt we really are. I remember when I had a crush on him, it was cute. Yes, I did want more than a friendship them, but I know now that being friends with him may be better than that. I don't think people know that I feel this way about him. He's the only one I can go to when it gets real bad. I should say that going to my best friend is the first thing, but it's not. She doesn't see things the way him and I do anymore because she has someone. Your view on things is way different from when you're alone, and when your in a relationship. That's why I love his advice on everything. He's aloud to be a dick because he's in the exact position, but anyone else to tell stupid shit like that I would not accept. Just like I only accepts his random good nights.

I miss you.

SR




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