CaptainAkwardtotheruinnotrescue

Tales of a Highschool Nothing
2012-11-28 00:13:53 (UTC)

i feel it, again

i feel this feeling, again.
constricting my wind pipes.
pulling my ribcages,
shaking my bones, this way, that way.
I thought the feeling was gone, but it's not.
No, it never does leave
.
it may seem completely gone but it hides inside your body and when you let it, the feeling find faults in its prison cell, and it escapes, much like carbon monoxide.
Soon you are poisened, put in a coma, without ever realizing how you've gotten there in the first place.
i don't think i can do this. Neglect Nua. especially when it is my home, my only home. It is more of a home then the one i come to at night.
I am afraid, of this feeling coming back and swallowing me.
i don't like feeling bad for myself, and debating weather or not i should just bust out crying
but i hate this..
and just when i had thought i resolved it all.




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