☣PYROMANIAC☣

✖✖Playing With Matches✖✖
2012-11-20 22:07:28 (UTC)

Tearing Myself Apart

Nightmares, Panic Attacks, constant tears, lonely nights, Anger and misery?? I just want to curl up and DIE. I should have just slit my throat and had been done with it! I'm so angry right now!

The two men I love.. One made room for me in his heart, just not his schedule, the other makes room in his day to talk just not in his heart.

I'm sick of being so selfish.. Leaning on both of them to death and they do all they can. I just want to smash something..

I hate myself! Someone Just kill me now!! Why do I always manage to do this to myself? Do I just LIVE to tear myself apart? I can't fucking stand it!

I remember those days .. Where I just kept to myself and held my madness in and was numb to reality..
I was safe there..
~LoveStruck




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