whoamiagain

My Life as it is.
2012-11-16 15:21:51 (UTC)

I like him.

Yes, there's a him.

He's amazing and I miss him already. He's gone to his brother for the weekend about an hour away. He'll be back in two days and he left yesterday but he's all I'm thinking about. I wanna kiss him. I want a hug. I wanna lay on top of him and talk. I wanna do more then that, but I'm keeping it PG here.

I lost the V card to him Saturday. Hard to believe it was barely a week ago. Feels like I've liked the kid since forever. I'm more confortable than I thought I'd ever be. It's amazing how things sometimes work out so well when you least expect them.

He came out with the big ''Love you'' the other night. He didn't quite say it, but he did. He was like'' I like thissss'' grabbing my ass, ''I love thisss'' grabs my boobs and he's like ''and mostly, you''. Like I had my clothes on and everything so I know it sounds maybe a little trashy but it wasn't. He's the most awesome person ever. More then I ever expected from a guy.

I havn't smoked week in a little over a month now probably and it's been 2 weeks I'm off speed. The guy has actually nothing to do with the motivation. He smokes weed all the time and hasn't done speed in a while, but I don't think that's a problem because I understand the life of a stoner and I can live with liking someone who is one. :)

Everything's awesome right now and although I'm scared shitless to lose him, I'm too happy to be sad about stuff that hasn't happened yet :) As for everything else, havn't really been thinking about it because I've have better things, or people ;) on my mind...
<3

Renee xo.




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