48 shades of darkness
2001-10-10 06:52:16 (UTC)


As I take my last breath I wondered what I could have done
with myself,the shit I wish I could have done and the
things that would face me.
It all comes down on me now as I stand here with this knife
in my hand, blood dripping from my wrist,
The pain I’m in is such a rush. All the pain on the inside
doesn’t seem to matter anymore, all the hate has gone, I’m
all alone now.
As I fall into the blackness my life flashes before me, the
people I loved and memories fade away. I ask myself, Does
it really have to be like this? Is this the way I should
have gone out? As the blood rushes out so does my soul, too
late for me for I am all ready gone!