KMW

who am i to question life?
2012-11-13 01:35:12 (UTC)

Do I?

I'm immensely confused at the moment.
I do not have feelings for him.
No way.

Dennis is the friend I was talking about the other night.
A really sweet, funny guy.
Also my friend's ex, and MY ex's close friend...

He ended up driving me to something tonight.
We were doing interviews for positions, and I didn't get anything.
I was upset and somehow, he really did make me happy.
He called me an amazing singer.

I think without realizing it, I may have flirted.
A lot more than I knew. Unintentionally.
I'm realizing now as I calm down that he gave me butterflies.
But there's no way...

We even talked about Liam.
About how he claimed I was depressed after he dumped me. (I wasn't)
He said he never believed that and that it just wasn't me.
I'm still smiling, thinking about it.

He made me the happiest I've been in a while without even meaning to.
When I was having a really terrible night.
I don't think I ever thought of him like this until right now.
Is it possible that I have romantic feelings for him?
I guess so, but...

I never used to see him like this.
He was just my good male friend.
I don't understand!

Heart, I hate you/




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