Unwanted

Ready to be just ok
2012-10-31 04:26:48 (UTC)

I wish I could sleep..........

Well, I don't have to worry about going out this weekend. Linda's husband lost his job today. It is a devastating loss. I think she has something to focus on, other than bad sex. I really hope she finds the strength to be there for him. He needs her now. I know he is hurt. Sometimes. U have to support your spouse. You have to be there to pick up the pieces and move forward.

Well, I want sex so bad, I can't sleep, every time I close my eyes I think about sex. He is down stairs, he is watching something. I would go down and sit next to him, but I know I would lean in for a kiss. I know I would try to make a move and then get the proverbial, not tonight or I'm tired. And that would send me into bitch mode, then feel sorry for myself mode. So I sit here thinking about sex. I might read, I downloaded some really good bdsm smut. The problem with really good smut is it makes you really hot and bothered for sex.
Side note, I would so screw Adam Levine , just saw him on tv. He's a bit skinny, but I think he's either gay or a freak. I'm going with a freak, I can't get that Scene on American horror, right before he started fucking the girl he takes her panties off and then uses spit to add some lube on his organ before he fucks her and then ultimately gets killed by bloody face. I know, it was really hot though. I just wonder if the writers told him to do that or if that is practical experience. Even better why was she dry, the whole scene was hot, if it were me, I would have had a rainforest before he got the panties off. But then again. The thought of dick makes me swell and get pretty sticky hot. It is going to be a long night. The sad part is I have so much stuff to get done, I don't have time to be thinking/ reading about screwing. Damn that husband of mine. I guess this is part where I say to myself, he loves you, your sex drive is higher and you have to learn to cope so you two can be happy. But darn dick sounds great, feel better. I love the look of his swollen loin. I love the little beads of precum that form when I stoke him with my hand. I love the way he smells and the way those blue eyes look at me. Hmmm, next time he wants some I'm going to make him wait till he is bursting before i let him have it. Who am I kidding, I want him so bad, he teases me. I do like how he builds anticipation. Ok, enough. .. It's not happening tonight. I am working out hard tomarrow. I need some relief so I'll push my self hard in the gym. I'm going to go to bed.




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