Cece14

AyeItsCelia14
2012-10-19 21:20:17 (UTC)

Me and ivan?

Dear diary,
me and ivan are together?
this is how it went
Jessica: yes or no?
Ivan: i don't know
Jesscica: what do you mean its a simple question
Ivan: *changing subject* Does she even know about this!?
*Jessica, julissa and Ivan look at me* * i turn back to look only at jessica*
ME: YES i do and i honestly dont want to
*i walk up to Ivan his eyes they are haazel I never seen his eyes because his glasses get in the way*
Ivan: okay im not gonna say yes *my heart i swear i heard it shatter*
Ivan: but im not saying no okay im not saying no but then agian im not saying yes
*i am so filled with joy im speechless his words keep coming back*
*i shake my head yes*
Ivan: okay
*julissa is pushing me away i wanna slap her*
Julissa: i gotta get my * i forgot what she said he is the only thing i hear, i hug ivan i dont want to let go*
*we all leave but i want to stay so i walk up to ivan*
Ivan:hey
me: hey
Ivan: so im not saying yes okay but im not saying no
*he looks at me but i look the other way i dont want to see hpw it goes i want to be with him *
Ivan do you even want to?
me: yes *i could hardly say a word to him i wanna throw up*
Ivan: okay so my answer is yes okay but lets see how it goes okay
*i smile*
*our princlible says okay lets go home you to need to go home*
i wanted to hug him but i could not do that in front of our princible
Me: bye ivan *we both wave good bye*
Ivan bye
* i can see him get in the car*
Jessica and julissa come back up to me they scared me*
jessica so what did he say
*i stay qiute i dont say anything*
Julissa omg he said yes!
they both jump and say
OMG HE SAID YES CELIA AND IVAN ARE GOING OUT!
I WANNA DROP DEAD THEY ARE SO LOUD
WELL THATS HOW IT WENT OMG C I??????!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
<3 _ <3




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