whoamiagain

My Life as it is.
2012-10-06 20:44:28 (UTC)

What Am I getting myself into.

I talked everything out with my brother yesterday. Like I watched what i said and eventually he just came out and said what I wanted him to, so I could just say don't do that shit. And surprisingly he listened and although I know he won't listen about the drugs, I think he did about driving around drunk and shit.

But like something else is taking over my mind and it's completly knew to me. Kinda, ish, maybe, crushing on someone. But like overanalysing is my like middle name right now.

He's 26 though, 10 years older:s But lately older guys have been such a turn on it's not even funny. Like my mechanic teacher I find him so attractive. And then Steph's at the party last name and I was like leaning on him, he was putting his arm around my waist.

He's like mature, but playful so it's perfect..

But he might not be into me like I am to him.. I told my friend to have a Round 3 Friday, so Time will tell :)

So much is against it though but it still seems worth it which is really weird. But anywho. Maybe it's just a phase.

Renee xo.




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