tuesday, 9/25/2012, 1648 zulu
up at 5:45, in the hot tub, cranberry muffin for breakfast. gmc to train station. on the 0703 sprinter. beautiful day. attended dct meeting. locknuts to jaime. called charlene. talked to michael. re-cowled 127 kilo last night. fueled up and performed taxi tests. ground school at palomar tonite. chapter 4. jason russel was at work yesterday. submitted shopping cart for $10,805 to replace chiller c breaker. lunch with paul at 11:30. updated checklist.
i don't want to rely on myself any more. i want to rely on god. i want to begin practicing reliance on god today. i don't know what that means but i am willing to learn by trying.
i cannot live a holy life. i cannot find holiness within me. but i can decide to ask jesus to make me holy. jesus, will you make me holy today?
i am not right with god. i am as far away from that as is possible for a man to be. i cannot serve god. i cannot expect him to manifest his life in me. but i can make a deliberate committment to serve god. i will to serve god.
i do not believe in the truth of god. if i did, i would not live in darkness and sin as i do. but i can choose to let god be to me all that he says he will be. god i will to believe. will you help me to believe?
the next time i choose to descend into darkness, i will ask jesus to make me holy.
there is a stronghold of sin in my life. jesus will you destroy that stronghold of sin today? customer number 133442, ron. 0513056-1 and -2 grommets. wag aero g-780-002 tank tube for 127 kilo. gas in 127 kilo 20 gallons, $5.64 per gallon, 112.80.