Peter69

My Love, My Thoughts, My Anguish!
2012-09-23 23:57:31 (UTC)

Im losing strength....

Today has been hard for me.
This afternoon we discussed what my brother and his family were doing for Christmas.
And so my brother and I was talking about the dragon and me coming up that way to see them. And the possibility of seeing friends. While there... and dragon got anxious and cried after we spoke to them.

Dragon was upset and she said that she wasn't comfortable and didn't think she could do it. Because she had bad memories. So for the 3rd time I have had my hopes of visiting friends etc dashed.

I'm losing the strength to be strong for anything...And speaking of strength I almost asked for a divorce when we moved. Dragon was so awful to me that i just lost it on the day I moved everything. I yelled at her...

I rang back my brother and told him that I wont be coming up to Adelaide.
All because of the dragon... I so so wanted to go. Another piece of me died inside because everything is too much for the dragon.

Babe I'm losing strength.

P.s I was gonna send you a link to this but since you texted me. I wont.

Miss you. And I have the patience to wait for you.

My beautiful babe. You are so so worth waiting for....XXXXX.




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