Aisha

God, I've gotten nowhere..
2012-09-20 04:43:14 (UTC)

Meet Plastic Barbie

At school I walk around with my head held high and with the perfect posture, cute clothes, nice makeup, but really that's not who I am. I'm not confident. The people in my past made me so insecure. Every material thing on me is just a wall I built; some might even call it a front. So this is me, Aisha. I'm not really what you see. Im not this happy, always smiling girl. I'm not always that girl who is laughing and joking and just having fun. When I'm by myself I'm kinda
the complete opposite. I don't want to sound like someone who's a brat and feels sorry for themselves. I'm not that person either. I just got alot of bad cards dealt to me in life, but I know things could be worse. I don't know where everything went wrong. I don't know when I managed to screw up everything. And I don't know how to fix any of it. But it's okay....it WILL be okay.





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