the broken girl

bruised and scarred
2012-09-20 01:34:29 (UTC)

im fucken happy

Dear Diary,
i feel fucken happy NEVER felft dis way since uhhh i dont even remember. soo my friend like keerian dah guy who always stare at meh well i kinda like him but ehhhh not anymore i like Alex. today in dah hall way while i was going to spanish class sumone came behind me & scare meh i truned back & saw Alex i sed hii he put his arm aroun meh & walk den he reached his class mines was 2 rooms away frm his class i smiled & sed good bye cuz he was laready late we hug eachother it felt awesome so wen we were going in dah bus he told his friend to let me go in first i was like ♥.♥ well im mah head of course lol. he & his friends went to dah avi while i walk wid mah other friend oohh dah bus ride was funny as fuck cuz dis gurl she a random started to talk to alez & his friends i was dying of laughter we stare at eachother for a while but lets do dah math im a 9th grader & hes a 10 grader not much of a difference but yeahhh i dont think he likes meh. so at lunch mah friend told one of her friend i like him i was like nooooo i dont he was like not speaking so while him & his friends walking up dah stair fater lunch he told him to talk to meh well his first name is kinda weird but his last name is raymond pretty cute so 2marrow ima say hii to him & sees wat he says. she did dat cuz i wanted to talk to her crush which is my staring guy dont wanna call him a stalker guy lol feels weird xDD me & raymond talk for a while it was a weird convo wid meh & all mah other friends it made my day. oookk so i have dis social website its called agame.com where u talk to ppl frm all over dah world so i met dis guy C wont say names xp but we talk get to know eachother for real hes too sweet, kind & everything a gurl wud want ina guy too bad i cnt find a guy like dat in real life -_- it sucks but he asked meh out i know its pathtice <- dont know how to spell it lol & too lazy to look it up but wen u meet sumone like dat in real life ur gonna be really happy dat u meet him online so basicly im ina "relationship" cuz i dont see dah person who ur dating but it doesnt matter cuz looks dont matter for meh its 55% other 55% is personality cuz i dont want a guy whos cute as fuck but can be a fucken jerk & mah type is sweet, kind caring & loving & C have all thoese i was fucken happy wen he asked meh out i felt like dah happiest gurl ever our privit chat was so adaroable <33 hes dah most sweetest guy i ever met online & in real life dammmm i really need to get life but guess wat i cnt cuz mah fucken mom dont let meh live like a teen its not like ima go have sex & get prego im not like dat i hope to talk tp Alex alone omggg dat guy who have a cruch tall big dude touched my ass i was like O.o but we were ina crowded hall way i looked back & he smiled its sooo weird well theres more but its time to go to sleep & im tired hope meh & C last fo a while i mean every relationship have to come to an end :( well good night

love,
Raveena xoxoxo




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