illu

illu
2012-09-15 22:01:29 (UTC)

Hello

Hello.
I can only wish what you could read it someday. I know you for so long time now and in same time I don't know anything about you. I know what its not normal situation but still I don't want let it go away. I want fix it.
Its funny you know, how many times before I was wish tell you what I feel to you. I know what it was take long time from me before I let you know it. But then I was told you what I feel after 4 years which I was stupid what I was keep silence. Anyway I was hoped what something will change, in start it was changes then you was know what I like you. And you was flirt with me and I was so fcking happy. But now sometimes I feel what I again for you just a friend and that make me upset.
I know we different races and we living in different worlds. And same time I feel what that different things making wall between ourselves. I don't understand your english humor and you did understand mine. But I think if we wasn't so fcking far from each other, then we could be happy.
Someone could say: And that all your problem? Don't understand why you cant meet. Why you don't try it?
All that make sense. But for explain everything, I need say all my story and maybe if someday you will read it hun, you will understand me better, I hope.




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