the broken girl

bruised and scarred
2012-09-14 23:06:37 (UTC)

oohhh Alex ;)

Dear Diary,
i wont get into wat i did at every single classed but yesterday my friend told me dat aramine(r ma ne) like meh sooo today in class i had dis circle talk we sat ina circle so he sat next to meh he cud have sit sum where else but noooo he didnt he even wanted to help meh wit mah science hw cuz i was stuck on sum question it was hard as fuck i try to advoid him cuz 1.hes buff/fat (dont like to call ppl fat) 2.tall, 3.wide i cnt go out wid him cuz it wud look weird cuz im skinny & short but hes a nice guy but not mah type
soooooooooooo i met Alex like dah second day of skool cuz he hang out wid mah friends well our friends hes really funny, sweet,caring & sweet we take dah same bus well we all do but he gets off dah same stop as me & i think im falling for him but like hes not intrested in meh i saw him a couple a times in dah hallway he waved & smiled at eachother & in dah bus we kinda stare at eachother cuz everytime i looked at him i look in another direction i saw him looking at meh eye to eye lol but my mom doesnt let me date i mean in 15 i shud but nooooooooo she wont. i need experience with guys i only been wit couple guys we only kissed on dah cheek nothing special -_- but its good, IM FUCKEN GOOD!!! i didnt date guys in middle cuz in not "cute" honestly i dont call myself beautiful cuz im not but im not ulgy & all dah guy in middle skool was fucken annoying & imature as fuck -__- anyways wen we got off dah bus i didnt get to say bye cuz his friends going to his house so they cross dah street soo he yelled mah name i was like O.o den he sed byeee i waved goodbye cuz i didnt know if mah grandma was outside & i dont want her to see meh telling goodbye to sum guys lol cuz i prob get mah ass wooped hahahaha but i hope me & Alex get to know eachother & have things in common maybe we cuz get going some where MAYBE! sooo bout mah stalker guy well ima call him dah "Staring guy" hahahaha cuz all we do is stare at each other didnt stare much 2day lol so in science class i was messing wit dis guy cuz its fun but were JUS FRIENDS so Alex friend is in mah class cuz hes a freshman so am i & Alex & mah other friends are sohomore(however u spell dat)so Alex friend was like oohhh dis guy likes meh i was like no shut up!! Alex had dis look o his face den i sed nahh he was bothering but fo real he was soo i dont know if he likes meh but i hope he does btw its jus like not like like which is close to love butttttt it mite get there if he feels dah same way bout meh well dats all yayyyy for dah 4 day weekend ;) my lazy ass gonna sleep in den monday or tuesday im gonna get mah eyebrows done cuz i look older wen i do it ooohhh i hace to get mah mustash teooooo done tuhhh hahahahah byeeee

love,
raveena ;**




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