MasterWolf_ncs_lilbrat

my Journey
2012-09-11 13:07:38 (UTC)

*Lies*

i’ve felt this way before
my life is a locked door
that i can’t seem to break through
i am sitting in this room
with demons i can’t face
i lie and try to save
Your love for me but it just
pushes You away

i couldn’t handle pain
i smoked it all away
i didn’t mean to
but i pawned it off on You
i put it down but i’m
ashamed of all the lies
and i’m a liar and a fool

You gave me all You had
i turned away and ran
without a reason and i know
that You’ll never understand
how i could be so cold
when all You did was hold
me up and all i did was
take Your love and go

i couldn’t handle pain
i smoked it all away
i didn’t mean to
but i pawned it off on You
i put it down but i’m
ashamed of all the lies
and i’m a liar and a fool

i’m such a fool how could i let You go
i’m sitting in this room i hate and i’m alone
You never left my side. it’s me who ran to hide
i could apologize but it won’t take away the lies
the lies, the lies, the lies

i swear i’ll take my pain
i won’t smoke it away
i swear that i will never
pawn it off on You to hold again
i put it down and i
will never compromise
and i apologize, apologize
i apologize, i apologize
oh i apologize


~lilbrat~
7/23/2011


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