PaperWingAngel
Rib Cage Diary
A Year Ago Today ; R.I.P
Dear Rib Cage Diary,
Guess what today is? Oh yeah thats right the one year anniversary of me losing my unborn baby. I was young I was raped in the street and a month later found out I was pregnant, I had a boyfriend at the time and we decided to keep the baby move in together,and hide it from my parents for aslong as we could we had bought just about everything for what was going to become our pride in life, even if it wasnt his baby.
A month later I found out that I had lost the baby. I couldnt cope and my boyfriend left me all within a week of losing the baby.
I had already planned her/his name out. If It were a girl I would of named her either : Dakotah or Adia. If It were a boy I was would of named him Connor or Carson.
I am such an emotional wreck, and on top of that my ex keeps saying he wants to die ( not the one who left when the baby was born )
I feel the need to cut, I wish I had the baby still.. maybe my ex wouldnt of left me :/
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