NotSoSadSadie

The Laughter Inside My Mind
2012-08-27 23:44:43 (UTC)

No Pain...... No Gain

So I restarted the treadmill again..yesterday actually; I did a 15 minute walk and that kicked my ass and today I did 25 minutes! I'm only doing it to make sure I stay in the same size clothes, I don't need my fatass going up a size come this winter, hell I can't afford to go clothes shopping! If i lose a few inches that would be cool, but to be quite honest; I don't have the motivation to lose 30 pounds to get where I was when I power exercised when the ex told me pretty much I was too fat for him! faggot!
I'm not doing this this for ANYONE except my budget! I wish i could get the swelling to go down in my left leg, but the doctor fucked it up after my surgery!
So how I think I'll be able to tell if I do lose any inches, I'll wear the same pants that I exercise in ( they are very snug) and I'll wash them once a week and go from there...ya know see if they get any looser!
I'm sick of my scale because I'm afraid I'd become obsessed with it again and push myself TOO hard! I do have a pair of pants that I'd like to attempt to get into comfortably by my birthday next May! that could be my "REAL" motivation right there! We shall see.
Welp, time to eat some dinner and then hop in the shower and slowly get ready for bed..

Til Next Time,
Sadie




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