Jack's Twisted Kingdom
2012-08-15 22:37:11 (UTC)

we all fall down

It's pretty much done now. I'm getting the money from the annuity in the next few weeks, all of it, finally. september I'm deleting all my social media accounts, no one really talks to me anyways, makes an effort, and I find I haven't really either to reach out like I used to.

Sometimes you just have to move on. Everyone lives their lives, and you're either a part of it, or not, and I'm not really a part of anyones, and i don't make much effort, I think it might be partially apathy, and partially, just a lack of, desire really, I don't know really. I shall miss all those I knew, but it's time, I'm moving out into my own place, probably, and definitely, well, maybe, going to head to europe or southeast asia for a couple of months. there's literally nothing stopping me now. not time. not money. nothing.

and so it all ends. It's been a ride.

I've loved all my friends, and all those whom I've lusted.

I can't say I wont miss some of the people I knew.

I can't say I'm all that upset about it.

I can't say I'm not relieved.

I can't say I'm not happy.

I can say, goodbye.

To all, adieu.