Musicaltears

Earth to Sky
2012-08-21 22:59:37 (UTC)

My love

I've been thinking about Nathan a lot today. I love him so much. My dream last night scared me. I was supposed to tell him about it, but I forgot. What happened was I was walking down the hall, and I spot Lydia and Nathan. As I get closer I hear them talking about how much they still love each other. I stopped dead in my tracks. Then I know that he saw me, but didn't even acknowledge my existence. So I turned around, and walked the other way. I woke up, and I was freaking out. It was like one of those dreams where you wake up crying. I wasn't crying, but I was close to it. I woke up at 4 something, and had trouble sleeping. I don't like the thought of losing Nathan. He is E V E R Y T H I N G I want. He is perfect in every way. Even when I'm being ridiculous, difficult, or stupid he still loves me. I love him so much. I'm scared to lose him. I really am. Now I'm hoping he will text me back soon so I can talk to him. I'll tell him about my dream.




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