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2012-08-16 10:38:14 (UTC)

Anal Virginity

Well - it has been quite some time since my last entry and alot has happened since then.
I have been falling more and more into the world of D/s... and on both sides.
I now have a sub, under contract, that is strictly online play.
I also have a Dom, who I meet in realtime.
Yesterday, he took the only virginity I had left - anal.
It was an amazing experirence. I am so glad it was with him. He pushes me forward sexually but in the most safe and comfortable way. I can't wait for him to do that to me again. It feels so good to be taken that way.
The things I have realized in the last couple months about my sexuality and how my true interests lie with BDSM... leaves me with mixed feelings.
Part of me feels relieved to have finally found that missing puzzle piece to who I really am...
Part of me feels regret for not having realized it sooner... the time I have wasted...
Part of me feels shame. Shame for wanting what I want. There is some deep pain there, under the surface and I am not sure what that is about.
I will make a stronger effort to update this diary and write about what is going on in this little confused head of mine.
Want to talk about my Dom too... what he is like, how he treats me, his personal circumstances...
Going to be alot of growth... and I know with that will come growning pains... but choosing it anyway.
Thanks for reading.


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