JUST ME

LIFE UNRAVELING
2012-08-14 06:15:52 (UTC)

Create yourself

Okay so as a teenager there are so many personalitys i have.Sometimes i want to be a emo kid, a hip hop,a cowgirl,and so on and on. I have to admit im not normal at all.I do cry because of it,but honestly what is "Normal" anyways.Is it having a car? Is it having friends to hang out with on the weekends? TRUTH.. I have none of that and i see my self being completley okay in the near future.I do question who i am all the time, not knowing does bother me.It weird because everythimg i would like to have,or want, i have the totally opposite. At times i get mad at God for making my life so damn complicated and putting it as such a struggle to live in.At time i understand that everyone has to figure out who they are. like that saying goes "its not about finding yourself its about creating yourself" To me its an understatment and a tricky statement to go by. I mean how do you create yourself when you have absolutley every power in you to be like someone else. No matter how much any one denys it. Everyone wants to be a lttle like someone.Even i do it,When we hear that saying we think "Oh yes,i want to do that",or "That is totally me". BUT, Truth is when and where does the real self journey begin? and when are you gona decide to take a stand to just be you?




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