Moni

Hate Me
2012-08-12 13:09:38 (UTC)

Back and happy.

Dear diary,
I'm sorry I haven't wrote for so long, but here I am. Today I woke up at 7am and couldn't sleep anymore so I took my bike, my dog Bamby and went on a hour-lasting trip. It was fun! And Bamby is getting better, listening to me some more and she is not so wild and ...erm, stupid anymore. Usually she would jump on any person she sees and now, she just looks at them, wags her tail and continues running.
After I got home, I started cleaning. Why? I don't know. I guess being forced to clean everyday since I was, like, 6 actually made some effect. I cleaned everything, made lunch, ate and even seen my ...erm, I wanted to write "crush" but I'm not sure if I like him or not. It's just ...I can't stop thinking about him. No, not that way. I keep thinking and wondering who he really is, why does he want everyone to talk about him and say how cool he is, how kind he is ...why does he want so much attention? I keep wondering if he is a liar more then a honest person. I don't know anything yet and thats what I'm thinking about. Well, he asked me to come out to see his new motocycle that he traded for his Yamaha, this Friday night. It's beautiful, I must say. Gilera runner vx 125 (I even remembered it's name!!), very nice indeed. We didn't have much to talk, things changed and I can't be calm around him. I'm tense and just wondering what will he say next, what should I do. Before, when we were dating, I was so relaxed, and I knew he wont leave no matter what I say, at least I thought so. Well, now it's just different. I don't see him as the guy I used to love anymore. But it's still fun to talk to him and hang out with him. It wakes up that old feelings, which I can't really recognize, but still.
And well, here comes the thing I wanted to say. I was searching the internet and typing silly things on Google about scooters and then went to see pictures. And suddenly I stubled upon the most beautiful thing I ever seen. I have very low knowledge about motocycles but as much as I found out, it's not hard to learn about them. I even remember everything, all the info about it. It is from BMW company, and they had pretty big failure when they first tried entering the scooter world, but this time, they fuckignly did it! The created the love of my life, the most beutiful thing the human race had ever seen! My future scooter, which I promised myself I will have some day, even though it's going to be expensive, like REALLY. Let's finally get to it. The most beautiful thing on 2 wheels I ever seen is most definiently BMW scooter, c600 Sport. His twin, as they said, is different (so I don't get it why is it a twin, maybe they were made at the same time?) is c650 GT and is pretty too. First I like 650 one better but then I took a better look at 600. And he is definietnly the love of my life! I want it so bad!!!
Well, anyways, I don't have much to write so I'll be going.
See you soon! :3




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