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2012-08-10 18:39:00 (UTC)

Away from you..day 389

Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry my love that I haven't written in a long while... I've been busy for the most part. Signing up for school, conversations with my dad about school and piercing my ears a third time, dealing with my blistered skin (Tanning here in Colorado is NOT the same as tanning in Montana, I blistered myself in 15 minutes of laying out in the sun.), Jobs for my grandma, Hanging out with my cousins, and looking for jobs... Yes I'm still looking. It's the end of the summer and because I got in trouble again for talking to you I'm no longer allowed on the computer to do anything, including to look for jobs.. :-/... Not that I'm not on it right now. :)... Hey guess what! We will have been dating for 1 year and 3 months in exactly 3 days. :) In case you can't tell I'm slightly excited. Haha. My 17th birthday is also in 24 days, and I might be getting an ipod. It's 30GB, so it's not like the most you can get but it's right up there with an ipod touch because that's only 32GB's... I'm slightly jealous of my cousins though cause there dad works for the government in computer stuff so he can get 60GB things for them. :) Which in my opinion is a lot. I'm just going to say it again.. I'm sorry that I haven't written in a while. I miss you like crazy, and I can't sleep more than 2 hours every night because of it... I know that's not what I told you over email awhile ago, but that is the reason I can't sleep almost every single night. I spend most of the night holding on to your jacket, and tracing the butterfly ring while thinking about how long it is till I can see you again... Either that or I spend time listening to love songs and thinking about how they don't even describe how much I love you anymore even though I haven't seen you in several months... Maybe they were right when they said that distance makes the heart grow fonder... It sucks, and it hurts like hell, but I think that maybe they were right. I miss you and I love you more each day. Hey I have to go for now, but I hope that you are doing well where ever you are, and that things aren't going bad for you.. that and I hope you get more sleep then I've been able to achieve since I've been away from you.. I love you hun and I'll post again the next chance I get.
Love forever,