CaptainAkwardtotheruinnotrescue

Tales of a Highschool Nothing
2012-08-06 04:13:16 (UTC)

Money is a problem right now. (always)

I mean i was going to write that it was the solution to all of my problems right now but it's not.
Not entirely, i mean it is not a vital factor in the main plot of my life right now.
Kind of i guess...
I mean i don't know.
I'm not talking about thousands of dollars,
not all of the extreme and frivolous things but it could hep if i had some more of it.
that will help with the proposal I'm going to present to my mom tomorrow morning about buying my own groceries.
If i had a 50 dollar- maybe even 30 dollar budget for grocery shopping then i could do it on my own and the problem with my parent s not getting the right foods and stuff would be solved.
if this happened i could tell my mom that she wouldn't have to give me any money for food until i needed more, no junk food no pizza no nothing because i could control what i bought and that could be my responsibility.
and then there's the school clothing thing and all of my other stuff like hair getting straightened and eyebrows being threaded.
and the new hair products and soap and face washes and school supplies and backpack and what i want to do to my backpack.
i just wish i had more money.
and plus in my head i'm doing all of this math and adding more money assuming my parents will be generous but i know that most likely wont happen so i'm kinda stuck.
but i just need to calm down and take some time out.
but i can't do that, either because i'm short on time, too.
time to finish my independent project at NUA, and at-least losing a little bit of weight, at least be able to be under 200- even if that's by just a pound.
Then i have to go to some pick up games, - the last ones because i missed so many this summer, my god.
and going to the gym so i can get into some running again . just 1.5 miles is all im trying to be able to do without stopping.
Four laps around is all im asking.
and i have to read 4 or 5 books for summer reading in 3 weeks when i have all of this other stuff going on.
my Jesus, i have quite a lot of shit to do.
i need money, i need time.




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