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teen angst and social awkwardness.
2012-08-02 11:21:41 (UTC)

last night omg.

last night me and alex attempted to have sex and it was the most awkward thing of my whole life. so to start with he asked me if i was really sure about it and then i ended up wasting half an hour trying to make my mind up and in the end i decided what have i got to loose other than my virginity ahah but it was so bad omg! and im not talking like first time no idea what im doing bad im talking like i was too tight for him to actually be able to put it in because he didn't want to hurt me- asdfghjkl; most awkward moment of my life! he doesnt seem to think it was too bad and that we'll just try again sometime but still! its just i was expecting it to be romantic and mean something and it just failed completely! i dont even know:/ i mean i dont think teres anything i can do to be less tight so he just needs to not care if he hurts me:| either way, im off.




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