Ranmat

The Last Hours
2012-08-01 01:56:45 (UTC)

Growing out of porn

Its not the actual movie or talking slutty, gagging - no.

it is the attractive bodies

endowed

The act itself sometimes.

people in pleasure
a book

addicted to cumming. I feel stressfully relieved after i come. Like that was what i needed. I feel it is healthy. But i feel it should be pure... which is why im growing out of porn.

I feel i have to learn of what has lured me to sex all this time. But most of th reasons have been bullshit. And now i cant go back to what has gotten old.

and boring.

I want more. Not more meaning of the bad. But more meaning of the good. I feel like that comes with growth. Can you rush it?
I guess you can.... through prayer. And holy spirit. Consistantly. That at least helps and who knows... might can cure me. LOL

Mature me.

THAT.... and with my working on other things for stress. Daily.




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