CaptainAkwardtotheruinnotrescue

Tales of a Highschool Nothing
2012-07-29 05:34:55 (UTC)

The entire lettuce

If i knew you, i couldn't just know you.
I cannot just do this with half of my heart, darling.
I would commit fully, if i knew you.
I would kiss you.
I would kiss you so gently,
on your forehead,
on your nose
on your cheek
on your chin, on the back of your neck
down your arms
and you'd squint your eyes.
you'd accept my gifts,
my kisses would give you goose bumps,
make you scoff under your breath, darling.
it would have to be whole heartedly.
you could so easily be my muse.
The subject of my art work, and my writing (which you already art, despite the fact that a 'we' does not in fact, exist.)
i would take pictures of you.
and i could smile on the bus thinking about you.
listening to songs we both liked.
my friends could talk about there boy problems, and i could smile and not have any advice for them, because i knew that when you liked some one, and they liked you, it shouldn't be difficult.
I don't think any one should be trying to impress anyone
try to be polite.
try to be the picture of lady like.
with a boy like you, it shouldn't be so hard.
you could consume my time.
For you, i'd stay up until four in the morning and do my Italian home work.
forget to pick out an outfit, and instead wear the boy scout tee shirt, again.
We could get lost at lunch time.
watch a movie or go to a bookstore down town.
they would ask where 'we' were, again.
your attention s the type a girl could get used to.
We could walk down broad to buy candy from the Asian store.
then hang out in Kennedy plaza until a bus came that could take us to Thayer, right before summer came.
And in the winter we could go to the skate rink.
and glide across the ice in uncomfortable shoes we rented.
You could steal glances of my lace boy shorts under my jeans
and i could marvel your spine when you took off your pull over sweater, the wrong way.
I could trace your wrists, and you, my shoulder blades.
Human anatomy.
I could do none of this half heartedly,
quarter hearted,
four-fifths, hearted.
ninety-nine-hundredths hearted.
only whole hearted, lovely; darling.
Which is why i don't know you.
Because i am very excited, and also afraid, to give my heart away.




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