Ad 0:
2012-07-20 15:54:03 (UTC)

Away from you..day 411

My week has been so busy. Hey hun :) okay, I know this isn't a good thing, but for some reason I hate it here. You know that feeling you get in your gut and you can't get rid of it cause you know somethings wrong?.. well, that's the feeling I get about this place. I've been told to give it a chance but I can't. It's not where I belong and I know it. I feel like a fish out of water.. I guess cause I don't like cities to begin with... I need to get a job to keep myself busy, and I need to get one fast. By fast I mean like before school starts up again, and that's in six weeks. Though to be totally honest, I'm excited for school to start up again cause I can and will be able to keep myself very busy between school, a part time job, and working out with Jess. Plus once school starts up again I will be able to start a 365 day count down till I can see you again... You know how I said I was busy this week? Well, I have been. I've been staying with my cousin Crystal at one of her friends house.. Her friends name is Jen and she's been out of town this week at conferences cause she is a nurse from my understanding. Anyway, I've been staying with Crystal all week. I swear, if you want to get to know almost anyone and you want to see their true colors.. stay with them for a week. Crystal is a couch potato, and she can't seem to get off her lazy ass... I'm not going to explain it cause something tells me you have had at least one encounter with someone like that before... Jess came and stayed with us the last 2 nights which I'm really thankful for. She may be younger than Crystal, but because they are sisters, Jess will not put up with any of Crystal's bull shit, whining, or an excuse that makes it so Crystal doesn't have to get off her ass for most of the day... Today we had to leave cause Jen is coming back, and on the very last day we managed to spill an entire pot of water, and break a very large glass.

Anyway, I really miss you hun, like a lot. I know you told me before you left that I would be on your mind like 24/7 and I believe you, but I didn't realize that you would be on my mind this much.. not that I didn't expect you to be on my mind a lot, but I thought that by having things to do that you wouldn't be on my mind this much, I was wrong. Anyway, I love you and I have to go workout with Jess so I will enter more in here later and tell you how that goes.

Love you more than life,