kiddo16

NaivetY & ChildhooD LefT BehinD
2012-07-18 22:46:07 (UTC)

Love is in the air..

Psst! Guess what? He saw my message today. And guess what? He replied to my message today. Omg! Never did I thought that he will reply me. Gosh! The feeling is exhilarating.. but hmm, because of the overwhelming feeling.. I'm trying to give myself time before I reply him. The last thing I wanna do is scare him off. Keke! I'm still thinking on how or what to reply him. His reply to me was... well I'm pretty available in Aug.. u? Haha! Short and sweet but doubtful.. as I can't really sense where he's coming from. Nevertheless I thought I'm trying... and that I should not have any more regrets.. thinking of what could have happened. Haha! But applying what my colleague has told me... that I shouldn't keep my hopes high. I should try to keep it lower and tell myself that he's asking me out as a friend who needs to do catching up with. I should not think more than that. It's unhealthy.. but hmm, I was just thinking of where to go and what we should do. It's been a long time since we made contact.. will it be weird and awkward to strike a normal conversation like how we used to. Hmm! What should I wear? Which days would he prefer? On a weekend or a weekday.. I find weekends being too long a day to spent it with him. I only fear the awkwardness.. but on a weekday, I wouldn't be able to know whether he's OK to it. I don't know if it'll be easy for him to get out of his office on time. Same goes for me that now I'm sitted at where my boss is. Bleah! But really, I could only say this is a dream come true for me. Never in my wildest dream that the person I like would agree to go out with me... I'm just that kind of person who no one would think they would ever want to go out with. Cox I admit I can be very boring most of the times. Hmm... dear God, I shall try my best to give this whole situation my best shot. I wanna try... it's totally something new and I'm glad that he's the first person that I'm going to try it on. Hmm.. love is in the air?




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