morgandog

Positive Reflection
2012-07-15 14:25:40 (UTC)

End of week 2 journal.

Well I'm getting on a bit now and I hope its not too late for me to turn my life around. I have been addicted to class A drugs for half my life. And I've always used the excuse that I use them to cope. Life can get quite stressful and boring this helps me deal with this. Well I'm finally giving it a go at straightening things up for myself. My plan of attack is, I'll first try and get fit and improve the look of my body. By using weights in the gym and some cardio. Then maybe be when I manage to crack that with some time and by being consistent, my body will change for the better, then it might drag my mind behind it and give me higher self esteem. Then hopefully I wont feel the need for class A's.
Wish me luck I think I need it. Please if I can share one thing with someone young thinking to use drugs. I'm not going to say their total crap and they will completely mess your life up. Even though the last part of that statement is probably true. Just stay away from them addictive ones I mean the physically addictive drugs. In my experience they are far the worst, I find the mentally addictive drugs are lot easier to drop. You can just swap it for something else. ie food, cigs, drink or a much healthier way like any sport. But physical addiction can only be swapped for some other physically addictive medicine. Which in my view is just as bad. Well that's my two pence worth. stay clear but still enjoy your life you really do only live once. If your doing something your not happy with then try to stop doing it before it gets out of control. good luck with you lifes. I will make aother journal next sunday. bye4now.




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