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2012-07-13 05:53:06 (UTC)

Away from you..day 418

Hey! :) It's the tail end of day 418, literally. It's almost 12:00. Anyway, my day went okay. We went to this awesome conference again today... our last day is tomorrow. The worship was something else, I think I love listening to worship the most, but a close second is the message that is always taught right behind it. Today it was about Barnabas crying out to god and asking him to do something that only he could do. How we need to be the same way and have enough faith to cry out to god instead of sitting by the side of the road and saying that it's good enough to let other people experience Jesus and for you to have a second hand knowledge of what he is like... I was so close to the band today that my entire body was shaking. I couldn't even feel my own heart beat cause it felt like the music's base had become my heart beat instead... by the time I got done, I felt like I had been electrocuted. My heart hurt so bad. From almost my neck to the top of my rib cage hurt all the way across, and to make it worse.. there wasn't a thing I could do about it. When I talked to my dad about it he told me that really wasn't good because your body runs on a certain electrical current, and if you screw it up than you could possibly die.. if it gets bad enough. Maybe that's why I literally have almost no energy by the time I get back to the house, cause I feel like I've literally been electrocuted and that all the energy has been sucked out of me... after I got back to the house, I literally didn't do much except look up jobs and karate lessons before dinner. So there wasn't much that I did after that... not that I felt like I could do much anyway. I didn't eat much dinner either and my mom is starting to get worried. Good news is that I went and worked out the last two days, and I've only been a little sore.
Hey, I gotta go to bed. I love you and I hope your day went okay.

missing you,

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