DayDreamer23

Figurative Language
2012-07-08 21:12:15 (UTC)

dream crusher

dear Kitty,

I know i had an entry from earlier today but i thought i needed to tell this. So i was trying to strike up a deal with my mom about youtube videos and the camera that i so desperately need, and she's like well maybe i don't want you making videos! and I was just like.... WHat? and of course knowing me i go a little ballistic at this thought! I mean this is like a huge dream of mine becoming well known on youtube and she can't just come around tell me i can't!! I've already made a video anyways and i'm not going to stop but if it takes me a long time to buy this camera for myself so be it! I will take less dance and do more work and somehow i will get money! which by the way isn't even fair to say because i am not even old enough to get a real paying job!! and my neighbor who i cat sit for...her cat freaking died! so you know what let's just shoot day's dreams down right now let's just tell her she can't do it because i won't and she can't! Oh fljagfhjjaksjfklj! I want to hit something because i know that the only video's that get views on youtube are the good quality ones that are bearable to watch with good personality! i have the ability to make these videos but my camera sucks and its a camera she baught me a while ago without even consulting me so its not my fault she baught me a shit camera that never worked it's my time to be creative and now i really do need a good camera that i WILL use and will make videos with and i would even pay her back there is just literally no way for me to make money right now! So yeah i'm pissed! klagjahfkha klsaja so upset. If i can't make youtube videos i will die! it's my thing not yours got it i'm not trying to make like porn or something! holy lord not fair. I'm ready to be rich and famous now! Sorry i haven't finished a book or become a youtube partner! i don't have a camera!!!




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