MidnightFox

MidnightFox
2012-07-05 12:09:13 (UTC)

First entry.

Do I start this off with dear diary or dear journal, I have no idea... I guess I could start it with the subject or just get straight to it. Well this is my diary in which I enclose my thoughts and I believe if I was to write it down, someone in my house might find it, while on here I can stay anonymous.
Well just to clarify, I am a girl, it was going to be that or a boy, which I am not. I am also 17 nearly 18 which is scary as I don't feel my age and I feel as if life is going by so quickly and that's the only thing you don't have control over is time. I remember being 13 and getting these books which I loved now nearly 5 years on and its crazy. I know a few people who are turning 18 want things like tattoo's, computers, a car. But to be honest, I don't want anything, I am supposed to want something, because I don't and I feel weird and my mother always asks what do I want but I don't know, I don't want anything.
At the moment I am applying for jobs, I want one so I can get away from the house and earning money is always a plus, I think I will save up so I can afford to escape to my favorite destination Alaska, it's quite far from where I am, that's why I like it.
Yesterday I didn't eat my tea because I have a really sore mouth ulcer and because of that my mother forced me breakfast, I do eat and I have told her multiple times of this yet she doesn't listen. I tell her a lot of things but most of the time, she doesn't listen so I often get confused when she says 'you can tell me anything'. Well obviously, but you won't listen so whats the point.
Anyways, sorry for the kinda of depressing entry, I promise I am not all doom and gloom.
This is MidnightFox signing out, bye.




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