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2012-07-05 10:31:03 (UTC)

Away from you..day 425

The number of days is shrinking :) So anyways, hey handsome :) it's the beginning of day 425..almost literally, I know it's five-thirty there and you are usually up already, unless it's one of your days off... The only reason I am up before both God and the sun this morning is because I couldn't sleep. Not because I had a nightmare or something, but because I still have a fever, and I've got a major sore throat. I've had sore throats before, but never in my life has it felt like this. Every time I go to take a bite of my food when it's time to eat, I get my food to the back of my throat.. but because my throat is swollen and hurts like hell, it automatically hits the eject button for no reason, and I either end up choking on my food, trying to numb my throat, or spitting my food out... none of those in my opinion are very good... currently I am on a bunk bed while typing this to you, and I have no idea why I told you that other than the fact that it's really creaky, and my cousin Crystal is on the bottom bunk snoring, so I can't sleep...

You know what sucks? I went back and read these entries, and all they basically scream is I miss you.. that and tell you that there are brief moments of sunshine in my life while you are gone... though they never seem to last very long... God I miss you hun. As much as I don't want to say it, I probably should try and get more sleep so I can get better (again..) I love you Michael, and I miss you tons.

love you lots,

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