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2012-07-04 06:40:31 (UTC)

Better Today

Work was a bit easier today. I'm still playing catch up from being off the week. The cloud is still there but I'm feeling my way through it.
It is nice to have a holiday off mid week. The week seems shorter and more manageable. There are a lot of things that need to be done around the house. I've been so neglectful of the yard and home projects. The blame keeps on going to insomniaand lack of energy. It seems after 1 1/2 years of the problem that I'd be used to it. One can adapt but there is such a lack of energy after I get off work that things seem to lag behind. Perhaps a to do list for the week would help out. A friend of mine has a bit more stressful job and yet she is able to go to the gym,sew projects, write stories (something I wish I had the talent for)and do her home "chores". She is highly motivated. Maybe I need to look to her for inspiration.

I'm no slug. My work is stressful and I put a lot into it. There are good intentions when I come home. May be a little less time spent at work (I start early and stay late)and limit my time in laying down after work. Find something else to replenish my energy. A little more structure to the day and less "winging it". Schedule a few things and do it like I do at work.

It is 3AM right now. been up for over an hour. I can't really go around the house and do chores. My poor husband would think I am going nuts. According to the experts I'm to keep things low key when I'm up at times like this. It is frustrating to have the energy to do things in the middle of the night and not be able to do the task. I'll work on the to do list for the daytime and see where it takes me.