2012-06-30 15:52:29 (UTC)

Away from you..day 430

Ohmigosh, hey hun. Okay, so I got this amazing offer today.. my uncle offered to sell me one of his trucks as my first vehicle... it's not the best looking truck, but he says it runs great. The next door neighbor.. his name is Michael too, and he's a really straight up guy.. so anyway the vehicle was his before my uncle got it and he told me that the truck gets 20 miles to the gallon. Again, it's not the greatest truck, and I should have about 1500 to 2000 dollars in it by the time I get it to Colorado.. but it should be a really good starter for me. The best thing about it to me is that it's a Ford Bronco that looks almost exactly like your truck... in both color and the rust on the roof.. but it runs soo much better. There are zero problems with the motor. My uncle is going to fix the drivers side door handle cause currently it only opens from the outside, and it needs new tires.. other than that he has fixed everything else. I wouldn't trust anyone else if they said they fixed it all, but I trust him because his profession is fixing all of the trucks for the fire department. I just wanted to tell you something I was excited about.

Anyway, I love you Michael. 1 month down and only 14 more to go.. that's not that long, right?.. Damn it, who am I kidding? It seems and feels like forever. I want to be with you now!!! :( AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! yes I just screamed... What I did though and what you can't see is the fact that I threw my book across the room, bruised my leg from driving an object into it, and buried my face and cried... my leg hurts, and I think that I really need to go to bed before I actually seriously injure myself. I've already basically spent the rest of my energy for the night. Hopefully if I go to sleep and wake up in the morning my life wont feel as bleak. So anyway, I love you Michael, and I miss you to the point of distraction.
Missing you,

P.S. Here's a quote for the day...

"No great love ever came without great struggle."

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