It was my wife's birthday yesterday but she didn't accept the gifts and the cards i gave her. She says she doesn't want to send the wrong signals or complicate things......very sad day.
Brigther things are happening in all other aspects of my life, I just need to bring it all together. The balls is in my court to make things that I can control work. I will work hard to do this.
I can't hide from the fact that I am very saddened by the turn of events in my marriage....I cant help but to think I am a failure....but I damm well will try in other aspects of my life and try and draw on any happiness i can find....life is too short