Eel

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you know when you're excited about meeting a guy you really like?
but then you get tired because out of all of those you get excited for,
they may result the same way.

then i try to convince myself he'll be different,
but you're so majorly afraid he's gonna be the same.
except if i had ernie i'd actually be really happy...
i just have to hear his voice. i mean he's....he's just a senior.
right?
but sergio was just a senior too.
i'm just a sophomore...what if he stops liking me?
i'm so negative about it. what makes me even think I'll be with him?
:/