Alice

On the Rise
2012-06-27 05:06:43 (UTC)

Who I am is who I want to be (haha Reba)

I kind of have a lot on my mind. Heck there are times where I want to just hold it all in but I know that does me no good. Writing it out makes it all the better somehow. I feel like in some way I'm letting my feelings out haha

It has to do with my so called 'dating life'. I am currently seeing no one because lately I have been distancing myself from the dating game. I think it's time I take a break and just start finding myself. It just upsets me when these guys text me really late to hang out. The other day...no joke, two guys asked me out. I ignored them of course because I know they're players. Do I really seem like that type of girl? Let me tell you what type of girl I am. I am not a slut for one. I take things slow. I'm not the type of girl who plays games. I don't know what games there are in the dating world anyways so.....yeah. Anyways, I am the sort of girl who listens to what a guy has to say. Doesn't pretend to be someone I'm not to impress you. I do not follow crowds because I am my own crowd. I read, write, act like a complete dork, listen to classic oldies and don't cuss a lot. I am just an average kind of girl that doesn't take bullshit from men (cussing right there was necessary). I just want to be happy and not worry if a guy is using me.

What happened to the good old fashioned "Would you like to see a movie and go out to dinner with me?"
Someone coming to my door and meeting my mom and bringing me home at an appropriate time? I honestly believe that a man like that does not exist. Perhaps it's just the way some guys are raised.
UGH.

Maybe I should just go in my time machine and meet a nice gentlemen because they don't exist in this time. Oh, you haven't heard? Time machines exist! Yeah, it's called dreaming hehe :D




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