Xin

How does one live life?
2012-06-26 04:46:01 (UTC)

Day 3: It Continues...

Sup diary, I'm back. Yeh don't flatter yourself. Guess I'm sticking to it huh.

So, about today. Well, actually, every journal entry is about the day before, but I just stay up really damn long...

Had another nightmare. They sure do come often these days. As if insomnia and my trouble sleeping wasn't enough. I'm waking up at 4 or 5 PM, eating breakfast when the sun sets. This is definitely not a good regime for me. I should re-adjust my sleeping pattern. Subconsciously, I don't think I want it tho. There's something about the night that comforts me. Saw another movie today, and a quote therein fits perfectly: "I have seen what people can do, so I stick to myself." Guess that pretty much sums up my life.

Now don't go feeling sorry for me, I hate it when people feel sorry for me. It's like a slap in the face, nothing short of mocking me. I know they mean well, but people just can seem so damn stupid to me sometimes.

I ain't no wise guy either. I'm not much of anything, to be honest. Reason I'm writing this forsaken lament on here in the first place. Perhaps my scribble will make sense to me in time. Perhaps this has some therapeutic effect to it. Wouldn't that be something, ha!

My eating patterns are off as well. I should really start eating properly again. Not that it matters much tho. I could eat four burgers and lose weight. I don't get my metabolism. Weird stuff.

Talked a bit about sci-fi with a friend today. He's a rookie on the subject, but at least it's material we can talk about.
Yeh, in case you hadn't noticed, I'm not the social type. Don't judge me! This is a judgment-free zone! That's another quote from a movie. I know a lot of those...

Learned some pretty cool stuff as well. Turns out bees are responsible for about one third of the world's agricultural food supply. And I saw a documentary about caviar. I remember eating that when I was like...younger - yeah almost slipped a little hint of age there - but not that it was like 'whoawie' or anything.

Due to boredom I cataloged some music I had in bookmarks. Actually, over 95% of my bookmarks are youtube music vids. I should start downloading it, makes it easier, in case I get another internet black-out. That, and the fact that I don't go into a rage next time some company decides to **** on our freedom and take videos down. Now THAT can really push my buttons.

Scrolling up and seeing the big block of text. Man this stuff comes out fast. I will round up.

Listened a few times to the speech of V, from the movie V for Vendetta, today. And of course The Architect's one as well. Kulle Story Bro. Yeh, I play Diablo III, have at it! I actually quit that game, got too boring too fast.

Right. Let's see what this night brings. Perhaps I might actually start studying tomorrow. I'll probably end up putting on a soundtrack and get lost in the vast selection Youtube has to offer. You have all been there, don't deny it...

Verily this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that I'm signing off, diary.
Yep, that's a quote from V for Vendetta.

I'm out.


Xin


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