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2012-06-24 18:42:48 (UTC)

Away from you..day 435

I'm sorry I haven't written in awhile, but to be totally and completely honest hun.. I've been too scared to keep writing because my mom told my dad about all of the things that you gave me that I basically cling to.. Anyway, he called me just to say that if I am still doing that when I get back to Colorado than he is going to take all of it away... So what have I been doing? Well work is always a part of it, and usually I'm as bored as hell but today I'm hanging out at my aunt's house. They're gone for the entire weekend and since neither Dammond or I have anything to do.. we are basically sitting over here watching our favorite musicals that we haven't seen in forever.. my favorites have to have romance, a good plot, and great voices. I don't think you've seen them, so when I see you next.. Dammond, Shayla, you, and I are all gonna sit down and watch "Seven Brides for Seven Brothers" and "Sister Act 2".. Grandma just came to pick us up. Which means I'm going back to the duplex to paint the shop. It's a two story and it's 20X40 feet, it sucks.. Not my idea of fun.. Oh hey. Guess what I saw.. I saw the cutest golden doodle puppies... just in case you don't know what that is, it's a golden retriever and a poodle mix, haha. They were soo cute :D... I want a puppy soo bad but my mom says that we already have two dogs and it's hard enough to find a rental in Colorado that will allow two dogs and still have enough room for a family of seven. So.. we don't need another dog... You know, I'm still having trouble believing my dad whenever he makes a promise. Mostly because he's promised all of us things that he simply can't keep. He promised my mom a nice house and a stable life. He promised my brother a street bike, and all of my sisters animals. Every single time he gets close to giving all of those things... he sees something else as a better opportunity so he switches jobs in attempt to give us all of those things even faster.. only problem with that is every time he does that we slip back even further and he is further away from keeping his promises to everyone... I'm bored. Though I would never say that out loud cause both grandma and my mom say that the way to fix boredom is to make you work. You will either get a lot done, or, you will find something to do. I accidently made the mistake of saying "I'm bored" out loud.. because of that I got the job of ironing several peoples clothes. Best part is, my mom handed me the job cause she knows how much I dislike it. So, I'm still thanking her for that one... I have to make this quick because I have to get to work. I love you Michael and I miss you... I would say you have no idea, but from what people are telling me, you understand all too well. I love you so much hun, and you're always in my heart.
love forever,