K

hummmbug
2012-06-23 06:35:50 (UTC)

So much Homework.

I have so much homework. Damn. I thought that taking classes online this Summer would be easier than the usual taking classes. But nope. They are hard and I have to study lots. Good thing that I have time. I've been practicing my flute 3 to 4 hours a day too, so it's all good.

Haven't really talked to M. at all. Don't think he's interested in me anymore. Sadly. I am actually legitimately sad about it. I really like him. And I am a catch and if he doesn't want me anymore he is missing out. He's not going to find anyone like me. At all. And I deserve someone who really wants to be with me. We'll see. I'm still hoping he really wants me :] I have faith! I'm trying to be positive.

I saw R. when I went to go get my piccolo today. He looked nice. He had a ponytail ha. Still tiny, but seemed like a good friend. Which is what I need now-a-days you know?

So Summer has been chill. Haven't really done anything too exciting. Homework, tests, reading, practicing... I've only hung out with friends a couple times. Oh well. There's plenty of time for that. I'm still looking for a job too! I really really really really really need one! I had to take out a gigantic loan just to take classes this Summer. I still don't know how I'm going to pay for next year. I think I might get my own apartment honestly. It would be so much cheaper... I just don't know if I'd be able to make my morning classes. haha

Anyways, I'm going to watch a movie, go to bed and then get up early and finish up homework for this weekend. I really need to get it all done. I'm trying not to wait until the last minute to do things anymore. I'll write back later.

By the way, I had a slip up the other day. Nothing major, just three semi-deep cuts. They're already healing. You can barely tell because I'm tan from laying out by the pool in the sun. It's alright. I just need to spend more time away from home or else I'm going to lose my mind this Summer. And that is a guaranttee. Just the same old shit. Not coming back home next Summer. At all.

-K




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