Taylor Mae

Figuring out life one day at a time.
2012-06-19 01:27:13 (UTC)

Men

I have learned to expect little from them. I have learned that they will always disappoint you, let you down and make you cry. I don't cry often, but when I rarely do it seems that there is a man on the other end pushing me till i break.

fuck them, because of them... I am self conscious. I don feel pretty. I feel as if I am not good enough. I never learned to be careless. I couldn't just be free to be me for fear of being rejected. I've learned to show no feelings. I built a wall that not many people have been capable of breaking down.

But its not all bad. I must say thank you, thank you because... I don't need a man to fix things for me. I don't depend on anyone to buy me things. I don't need a man to protect me. I don't need anyone to buy me dinner, or give me flowers. I've learned that if I want something I can get it myself. I can do what ever I set my mind to. I've learned to trust few and its better to have close friends over a lot of acquiescence's. If someone cant love me when I'm at home, look like shit, and in an awful mood, then they don't deserve me.

I HAVE LEARNED TO NOT SETTLE, because I dont need you. I may want you, but I don't need you. I need a friend, someone to love me, someone to care about me and how my days been. I don't need to be unhappy to make you happy. that's not my job.




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