Vanilla

I hate Myself

Some days I just want to cry at the fate I am writing for myself...I wish I could pull away and stop hurting...i hate myself for falling for him. I hate myself for caring...i hate myself for kind of taking him back as if all this didnt matter. But its ok I think I will break soon...I have to at some point right? Till I cant take it anymore...but what do I do? How do I be strong? How do I cut him out. He is nothing but a selfish horrible prik. I need to remember that.